Sometimes,

I feel lost

in the discrepancies between the reality and the ideal.

How about finding joy,

so much so that I can start immersing myself?

Why don’t I start from there?

Maybe those intoxicated hours

can become the reality,

and bridge the gap.

As long as I am around,

my desire and my interest

will evolve with me,

and I will always search for answers

to those new curiosities and passions. 

(Journal from 2014)